Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 10:50 p.m.

MOVED OUT.

I just moved to another site. As in totally, I moved all my baggage and garbage from here. Here's the link to my new BLOG. - http://www.tabulas.com/~ayilee. I love pitas. I blogged here for 3 years and I'm thankful I found this host. But I think I need to moved out because I need more spaces for my eklavush. So, to my friends and online buddies, please visit my new site. Thankies!

BROKEN DREAMS

  X X

Saturday, June 2, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 01:05 a.m.

Ayi-chan. the Artistic Brainiac and the Evil Schizophrenic.

Bored. Can't think. Brain's dead. Took stupid quizzes... which appear to be all freaking correct.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kita Tanaka

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent. You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored. You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts. And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

You Are 60% Paranoid Schizophrenic

It's likely that you're perfectly fine, though you have your crazy moments. You tend to be a bit paranoid, but no one's out to get you but yourself.

You Are 26% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

BORED. rawr. I might go kill a cat later to go get some adventure.

  X X

Monday, May 28, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 06:05 p.m.

Love is a Disease-Carrier.

Love is a disease and a disease-carrier as well but still people just couldn't stay out of it. Oh, well, I just couldn't change the fact that people love to be in love even if that thing could make them suffer from a disease called "Heartache" (scientifically called katangahanosis kasisus) Tsk tsk. And unfortunately, women are more prone to this disease than men due to anatomical imbalance. The heart of a woman is softer than of the man's and therefore more immune to the virus called "LOVE". Well, there are two types of this disease: 

There's the Acute Heartache--severe bleeding, internal hemorrhagic aneurysm of the heart due to excessive use without using one's brain. It can cause trauma or can be fatal.

Symptoms/Stages (may vary)

-first symptom would be a sudden fierce stab or squeeze at the left chest of a person at the sight of one's supposedly faithful boyfriend kissing another woman. 

-excessive crying. Drooping, swollen eyes. A lot of sticky mucus.  Insomnia. Anorexia. Screeching like a wild animal. Staring blankly at nowhere, openmouthed.  

-Excessive discharge of expletives from the mouth. Repeated emission of EX-boyfriend's name with a prefix "Hayup ka". 

-Having sudden violent thoughts and killer instincts. Having the sudden fascination of seeing blood. Irregularity of actions and thoughts.

-Encircling/ spiraling one's few strands of hair using one finger. Hailing names of people one does not even know who the hell were (i. e. crispin, basilio). Singing out of tune and dancing like an idiot (if your voice is naturally off-pitch and your two left feet are congenital, kindly rule out this one)

-Having the sudden fascination on sharp objects and ropes, pills, raging cars and tall buildings.

-You damn well know what's the last stage. 

Chronic Heartache- like the acute one, it is also manifested with internal bleeding of the heart. But symptoms and stages of this disease used to stop at stage 3. Because usually, people who had suffered acute heartache and had luckily survived are the ones who suffer this type. Chronic Heartache is the constant or repeated series of heartaches due to a repeated sequence of being dumped, duped and ditched. People who suffer this disease possesses a strong immune system but has little brains because they have no kadala-dala. They still practice that horrifying ritual of falling in love and falling apart in the end despite their repeated hurtful heart experiences.

Treatments

Unfortunately, surgical procedures like heart transplantation or bypass operation could not be of any help to treat these diseases. Heart therapies are used to cure Heartaches but its effectiveness is not 100% assured. Most people usually end up in heart failure before they could finish undergoing these treatments.

1. Think of your ex as the most despicable, offensive-looking, horridly disfigured blah-blah-blah whapakk animal/monster/beast in the whole universe and he is definitely not worthy of your love and you deserve someone else better than him. (Better-looking, better-smelling, better-kisser!)

2. Make a list of his shortcomings and faults and even how he smelled whenever he perspires a lot and farts like a monster and how pathetic he looked like whenever he has an LBM. Recite them every time you feel like crying to save tears and tissues too.

3. Avoid watching romantic movies. Avoid listening love songs. Avoid everything that could make you remember of love.

4. Divert your attention to some activities like sports or anything physically tiring and mentally demanding so as not to think about that piece of crap anymore.

5. Seek company. Be with your friends who know how to make you laugh. Never seclude yourself and make mukmok inside your room cause the more you get alone, the more you will think about sadness.

6. Look for another love. They say, the most effective way to treat a heartache is to fall in love again and be with someone who can make you feel special (after being dumped... argh). But make sure (99.9% SURE) that loving that person could not lead you to chronic heartache, or else, you are doomed!

Prevention 

Prevention is way better that cure. So, here are a few tips on how to prevent having this kind of disease.

1. Love yourself first before loving others. Self-worth is like vitamin C. If you take this regularly, you won't be prone to heartaches. You won't be that devastated when your relationship with a person ended and you won't feel that pathetic and manifest the heartache serious symptoms because you know your worth as person.

2. Do not love too much. Too much of anything is dangerous. You should know how to divide your love to your partner and yourself.

3. Be a good partner. In the first place, he/she wouldn't dump you if he/she sees nothing wrong with your relationship. 

4. Avoid heartbreakers. Avoid six-packed hotties with contagious charms, oh phuleeez. Avoid those who have the word "Danger" written on their foreheads (i..e. bad boy-looking hunks). Even if they are too damn irresistible (and I know how such a torture is that), please move away and save yourself from a heartache!

  X X

Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 07:04 p.m.

Popcorn Time.

Itsy-Bitsy Spidey Strike 3

Finally, I get to watch Spiderman 3 already after the long wait. And well, I'd have to say that I like the first two installments of this movie series more than this one. The storyline, the twists and turns of events as well as the fighting scenes and the suspense didn't impress me that pretty much. Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that this 3rd part is a crap. NO. It's good but I just thought it was a bit dull or maybe I just did expect too much from it. It was obvious--- it was so filled with twists,  like trying too hard to impress the viewers. But too much twist might lead to ostentatiousness and that's what happened with this spidey 3.

I saw it coming anyway. Superman 1 & 2 (Christopher Reeve's) was so good and when I reached the 3rd installment, It had me stopped worshiping superheroes hehe...

P.S. The venom (black costume) didn't only make Spidey bad, it also made him look like a freaking fool as he danced like a schmuck in streets wearing his rockstar hairstyle. haha!

 

My First Wedding.

This movie isn't the type of romantic movie that will make your cheeks burn and get you screech in too much kilig. Although it claimed to be a romantic-comedy movie, I think being labeled as a mere comedy flick could make this movie find its real cataloging. This is so, and I mean SO, silly and funny! This is crazy and fun and it got me laughing like an idiot. But hey, don't forget that it is SILLY enough to make your brain cells die.

As always, Rachel Leigh Cook (my dead-ringer haha) was so pretty here. His leading man was Kenny Doughty. Kenny was Nick, a carpenter whom Vanessa (Rachel) had mistaken for a priest when she entered a confession cubicle of a church to seek help for her problem: she's been suffering a lustful dilemma. Meanwhile, Nick was inside the booth fixing something and as soon as he heard about Vanessa's confession, he became very interested. Soon enough he was wearing a priest's costume and he carried on pretending he was a priest while trying to nail Vanessa before she gets married in 3 days. Yet eventually, he fell in love with her and he did everything, everything SILLY, just to stop her wedding.

  X X

Thursday, May 17, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 12:59 p.m.

What a Waste.

*Taken back from my archives.

*15 REASONS WHY I DON'T WANT TO BE A HOUSEMATE ON PINOY BIG BROTHER HOUSE:

1. I've no intention of being a public figure.
2. I'm camera shy.
3. I can't let people know about my family's secrets.
4. And my own secrets of course!
5. I don't want to get involved in an in-house romantic relationship that will more likely end when I got evicted and stepped out of the house.
6. I hate drama.
7. I hate pressures.
8. I hate fried meals.
9. I hate rules.
10. I hate doing those silly games(tasks) that just tend to make fun of me on national TV.
11. I've no plans to be have a showbiz career after the show ends. I don't even know how to act.
12. I don't wanna get evicted.
13. I don't wanna look funny on tv or be a laughingstock to anyone.
14. I don't want to knock down my nose, swab my ears and scrub my dead cells(hahaha) while massive number of people are watching.
15. At ayokong may camera habang ume-ebs! wahahahahaha!

YOU? DO U WANNA BE A HOUSEMATE?

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PBB is a Waste of Time and Money.

I am getting too tired of PBB2 already. that "balikbahay box" gimmick is so stupid. I absolutely hate it and I suspect a "connivance" rolling out. They're using that stupid gizmo just to bring back wendita (abbreviated Wendy-Maldita) inside their house. So as to rekindle that sickening loveteam she had w/ Bruce. Oh gawd, if they want to play cupid, they should have created a dating show instead!

I dont know if they're stupid or what. bringing back old housemates isn't really a fun idea. Very unfair and so freaking absurd. those ex-housemates had been evicted by people and reasons were so clear--they don't deserve to be inside the house. but now, they're bringing them back as if people didn't make an effort to vote them out? it just turned out like they just put those people's votes to waste. PBB relies from the people's votes aka money for their eviction process yet it seems they do not give a damn about what people want.

PBB practices monocracy though they claim to be democratic. ah, what a waste of time.

  X X

Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 12:53 a.m.

Anatomy of a Heartbreaker.

Handsome men a.k.a Licensed Heartbreakers are hell's sent. They were created by demons to make women's lives on earth hellish. If you agree with me, raise your hand. if you don't.... G to the T to the H! (Go To Hell!). So Ok, before I get bloodthirsty and practice men cannibalism, let me welcome you to my class called... Fundamentals of Men Structure 101: Anatomy of a Heartbreaker. Listen carefully as I educate you about the stinking composition of a male heartbreaker's body.

 

Cute-styled Hair. Most heartbreakers took their crowning glory seriously. Most of them wore long fashionably-cut, tangles-free hair. They say, you won't caught a heartbreaker with a messy hair. But that is if you haven't seen Patrick Verona from 10 things I hate about You or caught Johnny Depp like this...

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I hated the fact that even if they go skinhead, like Channing Tatum did, they still attract women like bees. Freakin' stupid bees!

Ultra Expressive, Super Tantalizing Eyes. Their initial operating gadget to hook women--those two blazing wet balls... what are u thinking? I'm talking about their EYES. Nakakatunaw tumingin? Yeah, right. what they usually say... hypnotizing, magnetizing, mesmerizing, tantalizing...  are all true, unfortunately. Sa mata pa lang, kinakarinyo ka na, and soon enough you'll find yourself having the pulsating desire to go through more than just his mere eye-caress, shame on you. Oh and may I add that I personally hate Wallace Huo's eyes. They could make me gawk like an idiot.

Sensual Lips. Killer Smile. Great kisser. And in a tick, you'll caught up in an endless litany of what more his perfect pair of lips could do. Oh, they could do so much more than that actually. Those lips are also very capable of spewing out lies, sweet-nothings and it could make you land to false paradise if you are a buckshot (hell, couldn't blame you though). Drat Oh JI HO for having such a very purrfect pair of lips that I wanna faint inside his arms.

 

Wide Shoulders. Broad Chest. Hot Arm Muscles. Even their butts are badonkadonk. Whew.  Do I need to elaborate this? (translation: do you want me to get censored?) wehehe.... Buff buff buff I'm lacking air. I need a CPR from Channing Tatum!!!

Six-pack Abs and David's Girdle. Aka the Hunk's marks. See Channing Tatum's heavenly body above for more details. haha. Heartbreakers usually have these edible-looking stuffs on their bodies. Dunno what's David's Girdle? That's the line of muscle that curves from the top of a man's hips down to his----you damn well know where. 

And finally, we are down to the "biggest" part of a heartbreaker's anatomy, his most powerful possession that is just too hard to resist, his ultra-mega huge.... 

 

 

 

charm. 

 

 

BEWARE OF HEARTBREAKERS!!! ; )

  X X

Saturday, May 12, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 01:46 a.m.

Dealing with L-O-V-E, the ayi style.

I'd been a teentalker since I discovered the Candymag site. I think that was 2001 or 2002. i'd been an active poster-cum-pester(hehe, I was a forum-pest, i dissed and dissed and I didn't care but not all the time naman) esp. during the first few months and also during the meteor garden days. I stopped posting when i get busy. i tried to come back several times but everytime i did, my username & password used to be rejected. it seemed that every year ata they erase the whole board then they'll create a new board and members would have to register again.

I just tried joining again when i read about the teen blog awards but i don't post quite often just like how i used to then, until this day. can't sleep. got nothing to do. i just finished making my new lay-out for this blog and i decided to go visit teentalk and well, reach out to my fellow-teens wahaha... spoilsport. so i opened the browser and scrolled and hmmm... stopped to this category called LOVELIFE. haha. hmmm... quite interesting, soopah-doopah interesting. as in wohooo interesting to the mega-giga max!!! weehehe. jan na pumapasok c heart yngrid, the romance paperbackwritah!

I encountered several topics. teens clueless/curious about love thingamajigs. as if an expert, i joined their discussions and gave my love insights(feeling love-genius iwwww....), pieces of advice and well, share some personal experiences(I opened my old, musty love vault *sneezes). I felt kinda refreshed sharing and chitchatting yet at the same time, sad coz by joining their discussions, I realized whatta sorry soul i'd been for the past few years of avoiding relationships and keeping in mind that guys are all jerk-offs and will just make a box of tissue paper useful for my overflowing tears and mucus hehe...

Freaking Love and it's Freakiness Ever.

Ah, love, guys... it's my forte, I mean, it's my forte being a dumpee all the time. wahahaha! i dunno why, maybe I'm just too silly, or maybe I was just too unfortunate meeting guys with the same freaking faces all the time. and soon i felt so burn out of loving. which led me to my present situation--- alone.

well, being alone isn't really sad at all. i have time for myself. i don't need to think about someone. less-gastos, no-hassles. I don't have to suspect my bf having a secret affair with someone and soon I'll be charging that to experience all over again coz the outcome would still be me being dumped. again. wawa. haha.

pero ganun talaga. being dumped doesnt mean, you're ugly, you're worthless, you're good for nothing, you don't deserve the person. its just that some things are really not meant to be. it's just so sad that i always seemed to be the last person to realize that me and him/or him/or him were just really not meant to be.

Love is like a game of trial and error. a time span of a relationship is the trial period. when it ends, it means, you erred. sometimes we need to try and try (thus, the motto--try and try until u succeed) but as for my case, and thousands of people out there, we used to end up erring.

kaya ayun, i got pissed off falling in love. so I kind of shielded myself from falling all over again. so I could spare myself from repeating my love mishaps history. that's the reason why I am alone for years now.

Papables are Endangered Spieces.

kaya lang hello? I'm twenty-something. maybe now I should get myself a boyfriend again. yoko kaya maging dalagang lola. its UMPAIR! haha.. kaya lang... hirap na kaya humanap ng lalaking matino in this generation, where casual sex is like a fashion trend and cheating is a man's proof of manhood. this world is so full of bunch of cheaters, they're rapidly growing in number like gremlins. pano pa ko makakahanap ng bf na hindi chauvinist-slash-playboy-slash-jerk-slash-hayup. haha...

lets analyze it in figures: kung 80% ng lalaki, cheaters... 20% let's say na matino. pero sa 20% na un, 7% bading, 5.5% married na, 0.5% pari, 6% pangit. 1% na lang ang available na jowa-material! biruin mo un? wtf?! hahaha... ayoko na!!! SOMEBODY STOP ME.

oh well, since i have a passport already, i'll just go fly to korea. baka kc wala d2 sa pinas ang "mr. right" ko. baka kasi slit-eyed talaga ang "kapalaran" ko. wahahahaha.. SHUT UP, ayi. stop that kaeng-engan right now.

  X X

Thursday, May 10, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 12:28 a.m.

As in whut?!

OMG... didn't really expect it at all. *totally bowled over. I swear I'm really not expecting to be in. like hello? trip-trip lang pag-join ko. then I found out just today that I'm included in the list of the finalists under the category of BEST DESIGN. check out my entry named The Girl Inside under Best Blog Design here and vote~  http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/finalists  wehehehe... my scratch pad got in. biruin mo. I'm happy na rin just to be included in the finalists. and though I'm not really expecting to win, it's good to have votes pa rin so u better vote for me hehe...

Vote For Me Thru CandyMag Site

Click here to go to the voting site~http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/finalists. You may need to register if you are not a candymag teentalker (forum member). It will just take a short while. After you register, Choose The Girl Inside under the Best Blog Design category, you must also choose one finalist from the other categories for your voting to carry on. Then hit the Submit button and presto!

Vote For Me Thru Text

Kindly text CANDY BLOG AWARDS THE GIRL INSIDE and send to 2948 for Sun, Smart, and Globe subscribers.

If you think I deserve the title of Best Design... eh di iboto nyo ko duh?! haha... Thanks sa mga boboto! muahzzzz!

  X X

Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 02:34 a.m.

A Diary Of A Hopeless Romantic Booboo...

 

For Kat, her booboo nature was the ultimate sinner for her zero lovelife. Ang pinagsama-samang pagkalampa, pagkamali-mali at pagkanerbyosa ang dahilan kung bakit solid member pa rin siya ng NBSB—No Boyfriend Since Birth—Club.

Until one day, nagising na lang siya at na-realize na kailangan na niyang makilala si Mr. Right at kahit pigilan pa siya ng mga kabuntot na kapalpakan sa katawan ay hindi na siya papipigil. Gumawa siya ng ‘searching operation’ for a potential boyfriend sa tulong ng kanyang mga kaibigan.

Naging mapagbigay naman ang kapalaran. She had been given a weekly supply of ‘edible males’ that she could choose from. But it turned out that meeting each of them was a wrong entry on her diary.

Pero may isang taong biglang umeksena sa puso niya na wala sa multiple choice.

            Ang problema, may iba na itong mahal.

            Could she ever break away from her stinking club? O maging prospective president pa siya? 

EXCERPT

PAUL-ING IN AND OUT OF LOVE…

Kompleto ang mga kaibigan ko nang datnan ko sa disco bar. Nakaupo silang lahat sa isang pangmaramihang table. I spotted  Carmie, Rubie, Jackie, Norie, Romie, JC, Karen, and…

Napatitig ako sa tila naligaw na mukha sa mesang kinauupuan ng mga kaibigan ko. Naligaw na gender din yata dahil sa pagkakaalam ko, ang birthday gimik namin ay all-girls night out--JC is also a girl at heart. The unfamiliar face was a guy. At nang makalapit ako nang husto, napagtanto kong hindi lamang siya basta guy. Isa siyang handsome guy.

Handsome guys aka my waterloo. Immediately, my sense of vision transmitted the message to my brain and my brain scattered reactions to my nerves. In short, I was all set to undergo a panic attack.

Tumayo ang lalaki nang tuluyan na akong makalapit. He was tall and lean, too. Tall and lean guys aka drooling factors. Napatulala ako sa kanya.

“Kat, we’d like you to meet Paul,” nakangiting pagpapakilala ni Romie sa lalaki. “Paul, she’s the one we’re talking about na gusto naming ma-meet mo. She’s Katharina, our fashion editor.”

The guy smiled, flashing his perfect set of white teeth. He stared at me with his expressive eyes. Perfect smile and penetrating stare aka melting factors.

Nagkamay kami. His hand was big and warm.

”Hi, Kat. It’s a pleasure to meet someone as lovely as you,” he said in a sultry pitch.

Lalo pang dumagundong ang dibdib ko nang dalhin niya sa kanyang mga labi ang kamay ko. He kissed my knuckles without breaking eye contact. I swallowed hard. Bahagyang pinanginigan ako ng kamay. Alam kong napansin niya iyon dahil bahagyang kumunot ang kanyang noo at napatingin siya sa akin.

“You’re cold and shaking,” puna niya.

Saglit na napangiwi pero agad din akong ngumiti. Nakarating sa pandinig ko ang mahihinang singhapan ng mga kaibigan ko. Mukhang naalarma rin sila.

My friends knew my hopeless case. Kaya siguro “nagpaka-effort” ang mga ito na i-set up ako kay Paul. Pero hindi ko talaga kayang kontrolin ang natural shameful reaction ko kapag nakakaengkuwentro ako ng guwapo. It was like an obsessive-compulsive disorder. Kung bakit naman kasi kailangan pang punahin ng lalaking ito na nanlalamig at nanginginig ang kamay ko. “I… I…”

“Mahilig kasi siyang magtodo ng aircon sa car,” sabad ni Jackie na mukhang hindi rin sigurado kung puwedeng pumasang alibi ang sinabi niya.

Napatango na lang ako.

“Okay,” sabi ni Paul. “Come on, let’s seat, Kat.” At umupo na nga kami. I glared at my friends secretly. How could these bitches come out with the idea of giving me twice a surprise this day?

“By the way, Kat. Friend ng kuya ko si Paul. He’s twenty-eight and an engineer,” wika ni Jackie.

“Tell me about yourself, sweetie,” wika ni Paul.

“Ha? I… I…” Hell! I’m already twenty-six, for Pete’s sake. I needed a boyfriend so desperately. Kailangan kong labanan ang sakit ko kung ayaw ko talagang tumandang dalaga. “Well, I—”

“Si Kat? She’s fun to be with,” putol ni Carmie sa sasabihin ko.

“Yeah. Marami siyang unique amusing gestures,” segunda ni Rubie.

 “True. Nakakatuwa talaga `yang si Kat. She can all make us laugh without putting much effort. And most of the times, hindi niya alam na nakakatawa na siya,” dagdag pa ni JC na nakatunganga kay Paul.

“Even the way she speaks and her facial expressions are quite amusing,” sabi naman ni Norie.

“Nakakatawa pati tunog ng tawa niya,” sabi ni Romie.

To sum it all up, I’m a laughingstock! “Thanks a lot, girls,” sabi kong may sarksamo sa tinig na mukhang natunugan naman ng mga bruha at nagsitahimik.

“Oh, why don’t you two move to another table? Para naman makapag-usap kayo nang sarilinan,” suhestiyon ni Karen na hindi ko alam kung dapat kong ikatuwa.

“That’s a good idea,” sang-ayon ni Paul.

“I’ll get you two a drink,” prisinta ni Rubie.

I gave my friends a worried look. They looked back at me with encouragement. Ilang saglit pa ay nasa ibang mesa na kami na malapit lang sa mga kaibigan ko. I was facing their way, thank God for little mercies. Kahit paano, maiisip ko na hindi ako nag-iisa at makakaya kong kontrolin ang panic attack ko.

“So, aside from you’re a funny girl, ano pa ang mga pwede kong malaman tungkol sa ‘yo?” Pagsisimula ni Paul.

That I am a very weird individual with a number of incurable weird diseases? My thoughts said. But I am about to lose it tonight. Ang parte ng sarili kong hindi dapat lumulukob sa buong pagkatao ko. Kailangan kong tuparin ang birthday resolution ko at ito na ang tamang pagkakataon para simulan ang pagbabago. Muli ay binibigyan ako ng ‘fate’ ng pagkakataon, hindi ko iyon dapat sayangin.

Saglit akong tumingin sa mga kaibigan ko at nakita ko si Carmie, holding a smile with her two pointing fingers on her cheeks. Ang iba naman ay tila pare-pareho ang sinasabi base sa ekpresyon ng mukha: Come on, girl. You can do it!

Nang lumapit si Rubie para ibigay ang dalawang kopita at isang bote ng brandy sa mesa namin ay kaagad akong nagsalin sa kopita ko. I needed a little courage from the bottle.

Ngumiti ako kay Paul pagkatapos kong simutin ang laman ng baso ko. “W-What exactly do you want to know about me?” Shit. I just stammered again. The bottle did not seem to work. Siguro kailangan pa ng isang shot. Muli akong nagsalin at uminom. I was hearing hisses, most probably from my scheming friends, but I ignored them. Mas effective magbigay ng lakas ng loob ang alak kaysa sa mga kaibigang pinagtulungan ako sa mismong birthday ko.

“Your personality,” narinig kong sagot ni Paul. Nang tingnan ko siya, tila biglang dumoble ang paningin ko pero kaagad ring luminaw. Nakita ko ang kunot sa noo niya. “Like… are you always that nervous and stammering?”

            Damn. This guy was too observing and frank magmula pa kanina. “Well, no. Maybe it’s just stress,” sagot ko habang sinasalinan ng alak ang kopita niya. Now you’re talking, brandy… Gusto kong palakpakan ang sarili ko sa hindi pagkaka-utal. “You drink that.” I smiled sweetly.

            “You’re a drinker huh?” Nakangiting wika niya bago lagukin ang alak.

            Another observation huh? Inawat ko ang sarili kong isatinig. “Well, I’m just celebrating. Aren’t we supposed to drink and celebrate kaya tayo nandito? Didn’t those bitches tell you it’s my birthday today?” Itinuro ko pa ang mga kaibigan ko na hindi ko na pinagkaabalahang tingnan.

            Tumangu-tango siya. Nakangisi na parang naaaliw sa akin. “Yeah, they told me.”

“Hindi mo ba ako babatiin?” I teased him.

He exhaled a soft, amused laugh. “Happy birthday, sweetie.”

“Thanks,” I giggled. The next thing I knew, the brandy was talking by itself. Hindi ko na alam kung anu-anong mga sinabi ko sa kanya. Basta ang alam ko, mukhang nag-eenjoy naman siya sa pagkukwento ko.

Then suddenly, my slightly blurry eyes flew on the dancefloor. May mga nagsasayaw sa saliw ng masiglang dance music. “Let’s dance, sweetie.” Tumayo akong bigla at hinila ko siya sa gitna ng dancefloor. Mukhang game naman ito sa sayawan kung kaya masaya kaming nagwala sa dance floor.

But before the music ends, I felt a sharp, heaving pain in my stomach.

That day, my diary reads:

 

MISTAKE(S) / ACCIDENT(S) FOR THIS DAY:

1. Got slapped on the face by Lee’s ‘Happy Birthday, Doll’ quirky banner.

2. Fell from bed with my face flat on the floor.

3. Drank two full glasses of talkative brandy to get false guts.

4. Threw up on a handsome guy’s shirt named Paul. And I’m sure as hell he won’t see me again.

 

*Notes: This will be published under MODERN GIRL (candycolored chicklit pocketbook from PHR) on June 6, 07. This is the first chicklit that I've written and I so love it so u better grab a copy of this when it comes out already:)

  X X

Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 08:44 p.m.

Where shall I go from here?

Darn summer heat! i felt like I was being grilled when I went out of the house yesterday. Is it 39 degrees C now? wow, buti na lang when I went out of the house after a month of being detained inside, kinuha ko lang ung passport ko and I got home immediately after. kundi pritong ayi ang labas ko. speaking of passport, weeeehhh... may passport na ko! may passport na ko! pde na ko maglayas!!! haha... hmmm... now that I have a passport, san kaya maganda mag-evacuate?

A: Iraq? (Wrong Buzz) It says sa 2nd page "Not Valid for travel to Iraq". Sus, bat naman ganun? its UMPAIR! it's so so UMPAIR! sayang sawang-sawa pa naman ako sa kakanood ng war sa TV, I want live naman *tsk

B: Slovenia? So I could watch Slovenian Big Brother coz I'm so pissed off with PBB already coz of Wendy the major-feeler-cum-inarte-queen and Maricrung-krung's terrorism inside the house. At least on SBB pornography is a fashion trend haha...(Wrong BUzz) What?! I need a VISA? ok, whatever.

C: South Korea!!! Para malunod ako sa korean drama series and movies! whew... so I could see Won BIn, Jang HYuk, Lee Dong Wook, Lee Dong GUn, Oh Ji Ho, Kim Song Soo in the hot flesh!!! (Wrong BUzz) Grrrr... I cant go kc baka maloka ako pag nakita ko silang lahat. darn those slit-eyed hotnessesssssssss!

D: Japan?!! OH what a kawaii idea! I wanna see Jun Matsumoto and tell him "Anata no kareshi, Matsumoto-sama! Saitai ware!!!!" (You're my boyfriend. Marry me!) hahahaha! (Wrong BUzz) Inoue Moto will surely scream satsujin(murder) if I go and tell him that. Oh I hate japanese girls. sayang I know how to write my name in katakana already pa naman...

Where shall I go? Where shall I go? Tulog na nga lang ako dito sa bahay. Hmp!

  X X

Thursday, April 26, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 12:05 a.m.

Hana Yori Dango Season 2.

I'm through watching Hana Yori season 1 & 2 yesterday and oh boy they rock! I love HYD so so much! Kore wa honto kawaii!!! It still got me grinning even after I woke up this morning. Well, talagang komiks na komiks coz it has a lot of loopholes but it's forgivable kasi uber cute and kakakilig this jdorama esp. the second season. Mejo tear-jerker din ung near ending part. Na-miss ko tuloy umattend ng Japanese class ko dati :( I really love the japanese lingo! I enjoyed watching and also hearing them speak. in fact, i prefer watching the un-dubbed version. Kaso I forgot almost everything I learned from my japanese class then coz I didn't get to practice it. Here are the only words I remember:

* Ohayo Gozaimasu - good morning

* Konnichiwa - good afternoon

* Konban wa - good evening

* Oyasuminasai - goodnight

* Doomo Arigato Gozaimasu - thank u very much

* Kiotsukete - (pronounced as kiotskete) take care

* Suki desu - (pronounced as ski des) i like you

* Aishiteru/Aishitemasu - (of course u know this) i love u

* Okanenai - I have no money!

* Kawaii -cute

* Oishi - delicious

* Sayonara - goodbye

* Ja ne/ Mata ne - see you

* Tomodachi - friend

* Ganbatte kudasai - pagbutihin mo

* Ganbarimasu - success!

* Shingitai - I want to kill u!

* Shindekudasai - mamatay ka na sana! hahaha...

* Watashi wa Matsumoto-chan ichuunoonna... hehe... wohoo!

 

 

Hanadan1's Touching Ending.

 

And I'm currently so into the music of Hanadan. I so digging Wish by Arashi and Planetarium's Otsuka Ai. I downloaded them and played almost every hour. haha... talk about obsession. 

 

Favorite Scenes on HYD2

 

* When Tsukasa hugged Tsukushi from behind in the latter's apartment. He unconsciously (or really huh?) held her boob! haha...

* When Tsukasa hugged her from behind inside his room, where Tama secretly watching them and Akira came. As soon as they felt other people's presence, they acted like cleaning the room. Tsukasa recklessly moped the floor. haha.. so kawaii...

* When Tsukasa threw her necklace. He said, he wanted nobody else but Tsukushi... *****kilig!!

* When Tsukushi tried to retrieve his lost memory by punching him, he threw her a chair. and when she turned around his hospital bed and told him about Hemingyay (Hemmingway), he asked her if she's retarded!!! wahaha...

* Climax scene where he finally regained his memory of Tsukushi. I cried. huhu...

Favorite Line: "I'm in love with you. I can't imagine myself with other girl. You might think that I'm a jerk but I'm still in love with you..." -Tsukasa

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Saturday, April 21, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 12:01 a.m.

Hana Yori Dango & Meteor Garden.

I'm currently watching Hana Yori(japanese live version) online and OMG it was so cool! I am totally hooked. Watching it had thrown me to memory lane. Meteor garden Days... hell. I miss u. I miss the freaking handsomest Taiwanese crooners called F4. I miss Dao Ming Si's freaking pineapple hair and sadistic hotness! I miss how that chinovela made me an absolute freakO. Freakin' MG freaks!  That show had made me a beast. I remember how I vandalized my room wall with Dao Ming Si's name and tacked POSTERS on almost every corner of it and had I can reach the ceiling, I would have vandalized it too. I recall how I tirelessly hunted down and bought F4 concert CDs and other F4 stuffs. I remember how I foolishly sung songs I don't even understand. And the story didn't end there... my MG-F4 terminal addiction landed me onto making a website for JERRY YAN & F4 I called Jerry Yan's Pieces of Sheet, which is full of kalokohans! really. And through that kalokohan, I met my cool co-MG freakos whom I labeled the Sheeters.... and whom eventually and unexpectedly became very good friends of mine.

This is one of my site's crappy cracks....

CASE NO. 010177

CASES: Multiple robbery of Hearts (I'm pretty sure he stole yours too!); Illegal possession of deadly charm. 

Victimizing Style: Multiple murdering by use of his deadly charm after stealing his victims' besotted hearts.

Sentence: Life imprisonment inside my arms and a marriage penalty!

REWARD: 1 million Thanks and Inclusion in our bridal entourage. =P

As we all know, when MG kicked the bucket, nalaos na din ang mga papa kong F4. I might got over my MG obsession but the very huge impact and kalokang experiences MG & F4 hit and brought me could never be erased in my thoughts forever even if I reach my alzheimer age. naks^..^ yayyyy...... 

Hana Yori's too short. just 9 episodes but it's so cute. I like Tsukushi more than Shan Cai. I won't say I like Tsukasa more than Dao Ming Si coz I like them both. Acting-wise they are both very good. and most esp. both handsome *hihi. I really enjoyed watching HYD coz it's Japanese. how  i love niponggo accent!

Tsukasa and Tsukushi's accidental kiss.

 

A Break from my Chain of Hunkies.

Tsukasa was played by no other than Jun Matsumoto... yipeee! I so love him since Gokusen. I know he's no super hunky like Jerry Yan, Channing Tatum, Oh Ji Ho etc.. but his boyish charm's quite contagious! Oh and he sings too... He's the lead member of the boyband Arashi.

Jun in Gokusen. I love his hair like this.

Kawaii!!!!!

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Monday, April 16, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 12:37 a.m.

The Adventures of P-Gie, the uber-gluttonish kikay Fish

 

 

P-Gie in her SuperModel-ish Poses.

Name : Ma. Patay Gutom N. Flowerhorn

Nickname : P-Gie

Birthday : Sept. 7.

Age : 3              

Height : 1 foot

Hobbies : Magbato(playing stones), magdabog/magwala/makipag-away(running amok este, swimming amok pala), maglumamon(eat rapaciously), playing with my nanny, swimming endlessly

Talents : Swimming. Dancing. Eating. Eating. Eating. Eating. Eating. And not to mention, Eating.

Assets : My eyes. I can change them into multiple colors. But by default, they're red. And of course, my birth tattoo across my gorgeous, voluptuous  body.

Describe yourself : Cute, smart, basagulera, mahadera, maldita, mataray, lamonera, moody, mainitin-ulo, madaming tricks. Machika, matatakutin sa ghosts.

Nanny : Ayi

Describe your Nanny : uber-cute. uber-bait. uber-intelligent. uber-talented. uber-lalakero.. hehe...

Who is your Nanny's husband? You mean, husbandsssssssssssssssss? Too Many to mention. This space could never ever be enough.

Do you think your nanny loves you? Yes.

Why do you think so? Because she used to overfeed me. She pampers me like a baby. Kulang na lang ihele ako. She used to sing me weird songs and baby-talk me to the extent of making herself look like a freaking fool.

Who is/are your Crush(es)? Lee Dong Wook of My Girl and Trent Ford of How to Deal.

Ever been in Love/ in a Relationship? Never. Strict and nanny ko eh.

What is Love? Love is nakakagutom.

Dreams/Ambitions : No dreams. No ambitions. Just want to live wet and wild.

Most unforgettable moments: There was one time when I tried to get adventurous, I ate a cockroach!!!! Would u believe that? And last valentine's day, I formed a heart shape using my stones inside my aquarium to greet my nanny a Happy Heart's Day.

Friendster Account : http://www.friendster.com/pgie  ~ add me up!

Fishing for Compliment.

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Sunday, April 15, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 12:28 a.m.

MooMoo Time!

MaMe Mi MoMu!!!!

I Love Kids. See?

 

 

Home alone together... my pamangkins and I during one lazy afternoon. That's Nicole and Andrei doing their forte. We decided to goof around and record our retardation on digital! haha... Disclaimer: Sa dalawang ito ako natuto ng mga kalokohan and not the other way around... wehehe...  

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Thursday, April 12, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 06:40 p.m.

PBB Season 2.

I'm a PBB semi-addict. Semi kasi I just watch avidly but I don't vote hahaha. I'll leave that task to the real addicts na lang. I noticed that this season, all housemates are all in the same age group unlike on the first season na may 30 year-old na teacher and family men/women. this time, lahat bagets. all in their early twenties which made this season more fun. almost all of them are good-looking people too. bias yata si kuya this season hehe...

 

Here are my Bets:

*GIANNE - Pamela rocks! haha.. I kinda admire her humility and naiveness. Many people would misunderstand her because she has weird  habits but I think that's part of her  immaturity. Sobrang childish nya. I understand her sayads coz I have my sayads too and everybody has their own sayads ranging from different degrees and intensity. Ung kanya, mejo above average haha, but she's cool. She had survived two nominations and topped the number of votes on both occasions. I think people voted for her because she's a very interesting character and she's just so real.

 

I also have my Pamela. 

Harhar... Come to Mommy Ayi...

 

*BEA - For a simple reason that she had the most wicked laugh I've ever heard in my life. haha... I like her coz she's very friendly, thoughtful, hardworking, patient caring and sweet. I like her kahit pa parang me sayad din sya! haha.. pansin nyo i like peeps who have sayads? Mabuhay ang mga may sayad!!!

(Dami nila noh? inenumerate ko pa! haha)

 

So-So

*WENDY- me pagka-antipatika and inggitera pero dig ko ung mga bitiw & mga banat nya. Witty ang gaga.

*BRUCE - ok sana sya at first, kaso I got a bit disappointed about how he handled his task about 80,000 shooting points. Obvious na di sya nagtyaga. But he's a gentleman kaya pwede na din sya.

*NEL - I like his comical attacks. Lupet magsayaw. Un nga lang, chickboy na major-feeler... bongga!

*ROBERT - ok din sana to eh, kaso nung binastos nya c kuya inside the confession room during his sakit-sakitan task, nakalimutan ko nang dead-ringer sya ng ex-crush kong si John Prats. 

*MICKEY - I hate bossy people. but I dont hate Mickey, i just dont love him enough to put him on my bet list. 

*BODIE - I can't feel his presence in the house but I dont hate him so I have to list him here.

*KIAN - I was supposed to put him on my hate list but I changed my mind. I find him ungentleman and weird but I dont hate him enough to put him down there.

 

Hates:

*DIONNE - OMG, this girl amazed me to the extreme. I think she has issues. Her behavior towards men is quite alarming.

*MARICRIS - Parang Jasmin Version 2. May anger management issues.

*SAICY - Chaka, un lang. haha. 

*JASMIN - Terorista. 

*EZEKIEL - Ito ang sayad na hateable.

 

I just hope people would go vote for Gi-anne so she wont get evicted on saturday. I think, si Dionne na ang machuchugi coz sya ung 2nd to the lowest last nomination eh. 

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 12:10 a.m.

Kindergarten Painter.

Masterpieces of an artistic tot-brainer... that's supposed to be me hahaha....

 

Deforestation- the girly way.

 

Butterflies in my Upset Stomach.

 

Yes. I'm a frustrated, perturbed, disconcerted, discouraged artist harhar... chaka! Wala lang yan. I'm just too elated coz I finally found my adobe photoshop 7.0 na nag-evap bigla and nag-hello uli. Since I formatted my PC, I never had a chance to use my adobe 7.0 na. Pinagchagaan ko na lang ung adobe photodeluxe ko sa pagchorva ng mga graphics & banners for my websites. Nairaos ko naman kaso I missed my BRUSHES!!! kaya ayan, I brushed and brushed and brushed and look what I got--- NURSERY ART wahahaha....

 

When I was just little, I dreamed of becoming teacher, I got it. I also aspired being a writer, I got it too. Then I wished to be a painter and I realized not all wishes could come true. hehehe.

 

My Niece Nicole and her Big Mouth.

One of my Sketchworks.

 

So I landed on being a sketch artist instead coz landscape painting is too expensive for a bum like me. That's my niece I sketched using my 2HB. Purely handmade. That's why I'm so happy I got my Adobe 7 back coz I don't have to buy color paints and brushes. All I have to do is to click and drag and I can do my nursery arts without damage to my wallet wohoo! So, welcome back to my adobe photoshop, haharassin na naman kita!!!! weeeeehhhhh.....XD

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 06:26 p.m.

Drug Addict.

Empty foilpacks and I got high till I fell down to hell...

My Drugs.

Haha... daig ko pa si boy bato sa dami ng tinira ko. Just how I wished these drugs did make me high and hallucinate... Like ung makikita ko c Channing coming near me naked while wiggling his butt! haha! But no such luck. Poor ayi. No naked Channing Tatum for u. These drugs didn't bring me to heaven but to hellish-HELL! These drugs just made me feel more sick coz of their freaking side effects! Kasama na din sa side effects ung sakit sa bulsa coz some of them are really expensive. Blame it all to my stress!

Yes. Stress. So u must take stress seriously. A lot of diseases originate from stress. Especially, if u are always working in front of ur computer, u skip meals and stay uplate a.k.a self-abuse... Mamamatay ka na hehehe... Due to my stressful jobs, I got in this throes of illnesses which made me feel like useless for a couple of weeks...

Tension headache a.k.a. Stress headache. Its attack could be mild to severe, intermittent to unremitting. At first, my case was the constant severe attack. It felt like my brains were being squeezed out of my skull. I got it from my frequent unmanaged stress, no enough sleep, no physical activity(no exercise), working long hours in front of the computer, eyes strain and thinking a lot of problems. I took a lot of pain relievers from simple paracetamol to etoricoxib. From Ponstan, Dolfenal, Flanax, Tramadol Dolcet, Nimesulide to Arcoxia. None of them I got relief from. My doctor prescribed me a drug for prophylaxis intake that I was supposed to take for 2 weeks to lessen the frequency of the attack but I didn't take it (masunurin no?), for a reason that I had a trauma about serious side effects. Sometime in 2005, I'd been a victim of Flagyl, an antibiotic with serious side effects and I didn't want a repeat so I decided to find an alternative medication for my freaking headache. In my search, I found out about Acupuncture (needles.... yay! kunsabagay, sanay na ko sa turok hahaha.... u have no idea.). It can cure tension headaches daw. So I went to a Chinese doctor. Ayaw nya kong i-acupuncture hehe. He just gave me chinese herbal medicines of two kinds. (drugs again?!)

I took them everyday. It didn't take effect quickly though after a week, medyo nag-decrease na ung frequency and intensity. I think, with exercise (which I forgot how to do already) and herbal food supplements, nawala na sya. Well, meron pa ring slight attack paminsan because I just can't stay away from my computer.

Oppss... kala nyo happy ending na no? Nah... coz apart from my tension headache, I'm also suffering from my chronic throat irritation due to LPR or acid reflux (again, due to stress and self-abuse, esp. not eating on time) Na bago nadiagnose nang tama, 48 years! Misdiagnosed sya before so unfortunately I took 3 names of antibiotics--clotri, erythro,co-amoxiclav--which I found out were useless because I don't have a throat infection pala. Oh how I hate doctor kwek-kweks!

A piece of advice from a drug addict: Take care of urselves, guys. Stop abusing urselves, if u don't want these to happen to u. I hope my life story as a drug addict will serve as an eye-opener... haha yuck! Stop me!

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Sunday, April 8, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 12:10 a.m.

Alive again.

In respect for this day's special thought, let me trash my "I'm so mean" advocacy for the meantime and contemplate devotedly on God's special day...

HAPPY EASTER GUYS!!!

We just attended the pre-easter mass and I felt so holy, I swear. The mass was cool, especially the "Halleluyah"-singing part. It's indeed such a wonderful feeling to once again recall how sweet Jesus Christ had been to save the sins of the world by giving his own life. Astig talaga c papa Jesus!

Let me share this particular short yet powerful line from one of the songs sung by the church choir that stirred my heart...

"Save my life, Lord. Be my strenght."

Bigla ko tuloy na-miss mga ka-choirmates ko noon. Yes, I was on a choir before. In fact, I was once became a choir leader but only for a few weeks coz nag-disappearing act ako sa choir for a reason I cannot remember already. I remember how I had a few solos, it was so cool. Nakakamiss talaga. Especially during these times when I can hardly sing because of my throat condition.

I'm Torn.

What I wore during the holy mass...

Holy crap.

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Friday, April 6, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 01:06 a.m.

Insomiac.

What time is it? 1:00 dawn. Okay, am I supposed to be sleeping early coz I am sick? huh?! you mean, I am sick? I AM SICK! tsk tsk... shove it. I am always sick anyway. SICKHEAD, sicko! I was listening to Mariah Carey's sickening hits when some sicko snatched my ipod...

Drat that retard! haha...

TIP: Why don't u just add my flowerhorn P-GIE on your friendster so u could have a less boring life?

http://www.friendster.com/pgie

  X X

Wednesday, April 4, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 02:56 p.m.

My Celebrity Look-Alikes.. hehe...

Wtf! take a look:

http://www.myheritage.com

Wahahaha! Song Hye Kyo was on my dead-ringers' list! Beyonce and Madonna were there too! But I think pinaka-kamukha ko c Amisha Patel wehehe, talk about fighting-spirits and temerity! eto pang isa para mas maloka kayo...

Wow... I can't believe I look like my idol Rachel Leigh Cook by 75% haha. The rest of my look-alikes are asians. Notice that Aya Matsuura appeared for the second time... Ibig sabihin... kamukha ko c Song Hye Kyo!!! hahaha...

  X X

Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 03:10 p.m.

SENTIMENTALISM.

I wonder why I used to sigh sadly everytime I see a sunset.. (hmmm... senti? kill me!) and to think that I've never watched a real sunset in my twenty*bleep years of existence. I avoided it due mainly to the fact that I hate swamping into that weak emotional tendency called Sentimentalism. Cause I heard a lot of people cry whenever they watch sunsets. I dunno, that just isn't my style.(or maybe I was just afraid to show off... kill me again!)

So, okay, I'm ready to show off a bit. I think I don't like seeing sunsets because... a sunset is an analogous representation of death, an animated picture of sad endings and hapless defeat. And whenever I see a sunset (in pictures), I would usually ponder how my life had been over the years and wonder how will it end.

Oh, this is one lame sentimentalism. Could anybody just go kill me?

Sunsets

"There's always a sunrise after a sunset."

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Sunday, April 1, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 10:57 a.m.

Kampanya.

Just joined the long list of nominees of Candymag's 2007 Teen Blog Awards. Yes, I'm a teen no more but I got my teen platelets still lingering in my blood--flowing through my veins, my heart, my brains and through every cell and cellulites of my body haha. I just turned twenty-*bleep and yet I am still that little girl who loves doing silly, childish things and, most often than not, ends up cursing herself because she tends to look like a fool. I'm no good example of a lady in her early twenties. At my age, I still wanna be a teen and probably even if I gain gray hairs already, I'd still be wearing my lariat and pink headband haha...

Well, if you think my blog's cute, VOTE FOR ME! Click the pic below and you'll be forwarded to the voting site. Enter comments if u like.

GO straight HERE to vote directly. Thanks:)

Teka, sabi nila c Bianca Gonzales to?

I slapped them with a big NO. It's her twin sister!

Okay, before u scream murder, let me scream this on your face... HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY!!!! XD

  X X

Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 01:58 a.m.

MARCH 28 na...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.... happy birthday to me... happy birthday, happy birthday... happy birthday to me! hehe...

*MAKES A WISH AND BLOWS CANDLES USING MY CLOGGED NOSE...

hala, gising pa. hindi ako excited sa bday ko, insomiac lang dhil sa headache kong sumisira ng beauty ko. imbyerna ako. but well, happy birthday to me na lang and i wish myself wealth(please? hehe), more novels, more friends, happiness, good health(oh phuleeez!) and last but not d least--true, everlasting love! hahaha... I wish myself all the best and may I have many many more birthdays to come. May God bless me and take care always, more power... haha.. cant wait 4 people to tell me those cliches. i'm just so bangag right now, I'm experiencing "empty happiness" may ganun ba? whatever. (bangag-talking)... anyways, just got a slot older so I think thats something I should thank God for. Imagine, I survived twenty-*bleep*bleep*bleep of my messy, lame life?! what the--?!

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Monday, March 26, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 09:33 p.m.

NEW LAY-OUT...

No, hindi ka na-wrong visit hehe... I just changed my lay-out. I love Blue but i never made used of it as a theme color on any of this blog's versions. So i decided to finally use it. I named this version "Blue Babe" kasi wala na kong maisip hehe... bawal ako mag-isip nang malupet coz im trying to manage my stress. i got a terrible episodic headache bcoz of stress and this is my one way of trying to shun away thoughts that could trigger my tension headache. kaya, ayan I messed up my page once again...

Hay, lapit na birthday ko... I just wish my bday wish would come true...

Anyways, i wanna share this song by Yeng Constantino- "Time In" coz it's so cute and in fact, my inspiration on my next novel waiting to be written...

click to play!

  X X

Sunday, March 11, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 01:46 a.m.

Saya!

i just finished watching Super Rookie. ganda grabe... it has everything. comedy, action, romance, miski suspense and adventure hehe... ang cute ni Eric, sobrang natutuwa ako sa kanya. ka-boyband nya pala c Lee Min woo, my ex, from shinhwa. and of course, hot talaga ni Oh ji ho. I'm dying to see him in fantasy couple, mamimirata na naman ako pagluwas ko hahaha...

hay, tumatanda na talaga ako... my birthday blues was starting to attack already. lapit na naman madagdagan notch ng edad ko. magna-19 na ko grabe haha...

I'm so loving the song "WASTELAND" by Matt White, the same cool band who sang "LOVE"... i embeded it, u might wanna hear it and fall in love with the song too! CLICK TO PLAY!

I received a message from my guestbook telling me she wanted to download Matt White's song "LOVE", u can download it right here...>

LOVE by Matt White

Right-click, click save target as and ur on the go! ayan, salamat sa broadband i can upload and download so fast na and I can share music files too. should anyone need the song "perhaps love" soundtrack ng korean series Princess Hours, tell me and I can post it so u can download.XD

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Thursday, March 8, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 10:22 p.m.

NEW HOTTIE ALERT!

I'm currently watching "Super Rookie" and I'm... well currently rooting for this guy...

Oh ji ho... Isn't he ultra giga to the highest power hot?

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Monday, March 5, 2007
Let the Girl within out at 11:33 p.m.

HELLO?

welcome back to myself... hehe after 48 years i already woke up from my slumber. kundi pa ko sinibasib ng halik ng prinsepe kong si Brandon Routh di pa ko magigising at magba-blog hehe... mejo naging über-busy lang sa mga kalokohan saka sa panlalake hahaha!

i saw u peeps tagged on my tagboard. d2 na lang ako reply sa messages nyo...

GRETZ... bruha, kala ko kung saang lupalop ka na napadpad.. hehe. good to hear from u again:) haha ung princess hours copy ko bano english, dumugo ilong ko sa kakabasa ng subs na english carabao. nakakatawa 2loy khit di nakakatawa lahat ng scenes. neweiz, welcome back to u too..

MARGE... I was really thinking u were talking about How to kiss a Guy kc that's one of my favorites too. nope, ndi ako exclusive sa phr. so i can write whereever i want. actually nagsulat na ko sa SGE(flames) before, then sa My special Valentine then now sa PHR naman. yep may series na ko, actually, i'm working on it. I'm currently writing d 5th installment or 8th & 9th books of my series. bale, most of the novels are 2 parts kaya ganun. mejo matagal-tagal pa marerelease un coz im no exclusive so hindi ako priority sa kanila hehe... shempre inuuna nila ung mga exclusive writers nila. I don't think I can make it to the fan's day kahit invited ako. are u coming? mag-confirm ka kay ms jane call ka sa phr office until march 9 lang ang confirmation. enjoy kayo dun ha. kwentuhan mo na lang ako kung gano kasaya at kasarap food hehe.

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